wish more sunshine in the day

January 19th, 2008

 

This is life,my life,his life,all people’s life—depressive,unhappy,feeling lost in the sea,unintelligibly terrified,sleepless

I want to cry,but there is tears because I have been numb unconsciously,just staying silently,silently.keep thinking on and on.Oh ,so bad,I don’t know how to express myself,just losing my way ,losing grip…..

Yesterday I left my job with sadness,today I take a new job quickly again,but still with sadness.Why should I be so sad?Everyday,I work long time with high pressure.Having no expression,no laugh any more.

We young are the sacrificial lamb–can’t control ain destiny–like a drifting bottle on the sea.

Every guy knows that when you can’t change the surroundings,the only thing you can do is to adapt to it.This seems easy,always I still keep my nature incorrigibly.Because I am a piteous conceiver,just do the languid struggle.

Melancholy!!Sorriness!!

ok,that’s all ,just be here.I have to work again,I have no more spare time.

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